Just thoughts..

Dear life,
 I am sitting here, typing to my heart's content. that's because today i forced my fingers to do some important job, that is WRITE SOMETHING. Because it seems like ages since i last sat and did some of this work.  After that last writing competition i won. (those people still haven't given me my winning certificate.. huh)
 Today I am happy I don't know why but I am and I wish this happiness stays long this time. That is because now finally this stupid boring life is falling in place. No, no I still don't have a boyfriend while all my friends tell me about their romance and their love life I just sit and stare my phone's screen while all of them 'type..'. they taunt me, tease me, and make fun of me because they are my best friends, they complete me in all seances. They give me the most stupid ideas about how to find the 'perfect one' but i dare not even give a thought about it. I think I am happy being single and just enjoy things. ;)
 finally realizing life is beautiful.
1. People are liking my writing work
2. Lost people are coming back home.
3. New friends
4. Old friends started playing an active part
5. Great life
6. EVERYTHING'S PERFECT.
Every day seems a bit different, I smile a bit more, I enjoy things more, and I live every moment. things are going great. Yes I do miss the good old days and my stupid self. Turning back and having a glance at life never did I realize so much has changed. I still have the fresh memory of 11th class and that STUPID school. The first day, some shocking memories and so much fun. People I met there are some of my closest friends today. Though that place was pathetic but i met the most perfect people there. My writing journey started there only how can I forget the most important gift of my  life. That time, that place, was the worst phase of my life but I got something really good and fruitful from the same place. WRITING being one of the things.
All these years passed since the school days, today something I remembered and without giving a thought started WRITING. this place this time this moment will pass just like everything else did. So I just decided to freeze this moment. sitting on my study table in comfy pajamas,  it's cold outside and inside too still i choose to wear no sweaters. that's because i am busy writing and typing. Wanting to freeze this moment in this chill and dark night. Occasionally staring the white walls of this room and thinking what to write next after every few sentences.
Now I have stopped running after happiness after I realized it was always within me, I never tried to look for it inside me, while I was busy searching for it everywhere. But never did I try to find the same within me. Now I have and I am at peace, because now realizing the fact that what is actually meant to stay will stay. and what's not meant to will not, no matter how hard i try. Life is like that we don't realize. You never know the very next moment what life has planned for us. But whatever it is its the very best for me... with a silent hope and eyes full of dreams here I close this short letter.
With lots of love to give
from-
(the lost girl, finally finding her way out :,> )