Mirror

I was sitting in front of mirror
here I always decided what to wear

 Today I was searching myself through this reflection
As now , I am sick and tired of all the rejections

I could see that I have lost all my beauty and  charm
Everything around me seems so still, so calm

So proud was I of my charm and beauty
Today getting ready in front of the mirror, was a mere duty

Time changes so quickly, so fast
i don't  remember, when I laughed last

My eyes are digging deep inside 
Within me, a huge pain resides

Wish I could change back everything
This thought seems to me a mere dream
Wish i could fly away with wings
as usual this was one of my unheard scream

I somehow managed to stand up feeling weak and feeble 
I turned around for one last time, so as to find the real me
but all I saw was a tear rolling down my cheeks

I lifted the flower vase , lying on the floor
and smashed the mirror so hard, so that
never again I can see my reflection.......