We are not alone

We are not alone, don’t you realize this. Surrounded by thousands of stars and eloped by this massive and huge sky. The wind blowing and chanting some unheard and melodious tune, and we wonder why we are alone? No we are not unless and until this soul leaves our body and the stars explode on heaven. The sky cries only when an angel dies not when a devil is born. Why the same question does leaves us wandering why we are alone. We don’t need a second soul to complete this journey, still we need a companion to see and face all the up’s and downs of the rising sun and the shining moon.

The blaze that guides you through the dark paths can also swallow you up alive when the direction of wind reverses. I give you my hand and a silent promise to never let go take it, for we are not alone. A promise, a trust, a wish here I give you all my valuable jewels. Will you take it? Will you keep it? Will you value it? I can trust you with my soul, because I very well know you will never leave it alone. Holding your hand, I am absorbing your touch, your fragrance; the rhythmic movement of your chest, everything about you drives me crazy. I have you and what’s more beautiful is you have me. Every day, every breath, every moment till I am breathing, I take a vow to be by your side. Darling why are you so scared we are together in this. I am with you every day, every night, in every moment of this life. I promise, to never let you face any scar alone.

We are surrounded by bliss, with a serenity whose fragrance enlightens and brightens our souls. It gives us wings to fly away, some another place, another era and another world. Where all we have is each other.  That everlasting warmth and intimacy my love, the tenderness in those beautiful eyes of yours.  The pleasure your voice gives me is marvelous, the way you say my name ‘Sugar’. I could give up everything, even this life to hear the same from that tender mouth of yours. Together we will make a world where there will reside only love lots of love. Surrounded by indispensable passion for each other, how can one be alone when surrounded by such bliss? My love you are not alone and we are not alone... we have each other together forever

(the above article was published in the book 'We are not alone' by Cypher publication house. IIT Bombay, Mood-i fest.)

Thank you for loving me

 Where to begin from? Can the sun stop shining or can the moon stop glowing? Or can this universe stop existing? Same is my love for you eternal and everlasting, soothing yet so refreshing.  Your love is holding me in a place from where there is no escape. Places where I will get submerge in the depths of this eternal love of yours. You and me always make a perfect we, Thank you for loving me.  Your love has taken me on journeys I have never imagined could even exist. Your fragrance, your love, and your voice everything about you drives me crazy. You are my sunshine and moonlight; you are my shadow and light in every black and white. You are that tune I will never stop humming to. Sometimes I am scared of you, you know why? That’s because when you look me, I forget my own existence. Those look on your face, and that spark, ignites fires inside me. The way you look at me, I can melt right at the moment. Your eyes are so toxic; the look in your eyes is enough to stop my heart from beating. I can give up all my prized possessions just for that one look. The way your eyes penetrate into mine burn me completely inside out. Who knew that a single look from this man could turn me into ashes?

That day when you hugged me so tightly, held within your embrace, Tears started to fall from my eyes. Those were the Tears of love and tears of joy. That day I realized that I don’t have to be perfect to be with you. I was amazed to see that how passionately you loved my brokenness. That day I fell in love with you all the more, I was mesmerized as how can you love me to such an extent, and such vigour, and with such madness. Your affection was making me feel weak, so weak, that I could have collapsed then and there; finally I guess I wanted that only. You held me all the more tight, as if sensing to what extent I was shattered. You held me so close, guarding and protecting me from every evil. Finally you imprisoned me within yourself, where there would be no escape for both of us. I sobbed and sobbed really hard, these sobs were of our inextinguishable flames of passion. It could have burned us both alive if we remained ignorant of each other’s love and faith. Thank you for loving me, this way.

 The way your lips mold into mine, the way your touch sends electric shock down my whole body, the way you do so much without even doing anything. The way you remove strands of hair from my face, the way your words do wonders to me. What do I say more your love is of a different kind it’s tenacious, rebellious and so impulsive it makes me forget everything else. I cannot distinguish between what is correct and what is not.  Nor can I imagine this world without you, or a world without your love, to live in such a world would be impossible for me to exist. When you say my name ‘Sugar’ all my sufferings end then and there this is the kind of magic you have with you, you remind me of so many things I wish existed. Thank you for loving me to such an extent.

Every time I open my eyes these dreams haunts me, that’s because he is  an illusion of mine, a dream. He had this unusual charm with him; I was terrified to touch him. What if he disappeared? And more importantly what if he doesn't?

Dedicated to him who doesn't exist. Thank you for loving me in an unusual and unexpected way. 

(above article was published  in the book 'Thank you for loving me' an anthology. Cypher publication house)